Venus Takes the Night Shift by Ellie Laabs (Runner Up of the 2025 Online Poetry Contest)

Venus Takes the Night Shift

I’ve been at this life for hours.

Deep within my skin, I feel snow

melt. Melting. What is beyond longing

sits on the sill, ungrown in its pot.

Last known whereabouts gazed

in a window. Now, it seems

what I mean when I pronounce

Love is a river stepped in one

too many times. Who suers

most here, I couldn’t say.

This body, trudged through

many muds, legs like candlesticks,

catching. Acres of afternoons

agonized over the slow plow

of sunshine. You can pass

an eon coddling the one

honest care you gave. Feed it.

Stroke it to sleep. What I know

of loving is uncompensated work.

I place my heart in a small,

gray box. Push my possessions

into the street. There’s something

called Fear and something called

Prudence, and days when I’ve left

my glasses at home, I cry out one,

and then the other, until everything

within range can tell I only mean:

Hold Me.

 

About the Author

Ellie Gold Laabs was born in Boston at the turn of the century with an east coast sensibility and a penchant for big, and difficult questions. She is now a poet, living in New York with a harmonica and an obscenely full bookshelf.

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